Lyrics

i died today

3-9-26

i died today, the snake has shed its skin
i died today, and the blood has washed away my sins

so if i came here to die
then why do i feel so alive

i died today
come die with me

i took a life today
to kill the part of me
that runs from the pain
that took, the easy way out
x2

i took a life today
i took a life today
i took your life today
you took the easy way out

i took a life today
i took your life today
i took my life today
and finally became me

i took my life today
it took everything
but now i'm free
and you can't stop me

and when i stab the man that i see then why am i the one to bleed? x2

the black mirror looks back inside peering back at me with their vacant eyes

and for a moment i finally see that man i was stabbing was always just me

i died today
your coming with me

i died today
come die with me

the drowned god

2-10-26

for all mankind
we find a way
may we live to see that day
your mission fails successfully
your legacy is not the future but sterile inept decay

you will not speak of this
you will not remember
now close your eyes
and be advised
at bottom lies..

all hail the drowned god
and the 4th kind
beneath the waves
buried by time
all hail the drowned god
so be advised
pandora is open
and out flies..

the cycled is closed
the sun and the moon
the hanged man approaches
its happening soon
the cycle is open
the stars wink in knowing
with all eyes wide open
the spell is now broken

all hail your drowned god
slain upon my faithful sword

all hail your drowned god
slain upon my faithful sword

you must break

12-9-25

thus spake the world snake:

you must break this pattern today
for this i pray

that which grows in darkness
withers in the light of the day
so wither, wither away

you must break
or the pattern repeats
tomorrow
you borrow
from future
to pay

you will break
or the pattern repeats
tomorrow
you borrow
still only a day away

(born) in ignorance
die in silence
punished by our sins
but not for them

not for them
its the end
but not for them
witness born again

the dragon looms atop the forlorn castle
will you do whats been done to you
what's become of you?
with nothing left to lose..

there's no way out of here
i've been this way a thousand times before
unsheath your sword
sever the cord
break down the door
ready for more

there's one way out, there's just one way out
and its through me, its through you, its through, push through

when there's no where left to run
on who's power will you draw from

you will break
one must fall
reach inside
tare down this final wall

punching a shadow does not make it flee
you will never change until the pain is increased

that which grows in darkness
withers in the light of day
so wither, what's left to say

you will break
or the pattern repeats
tomorrow
you borrow
from future
to pay

you will break
or the pattern repeats
tomorrow
you borrow
still only a day away

alone in the world

11-8-25

remember me as you walk by
as you are now i once was
as i am now you will soon be
remember me, momento mori

one chance to live,
one chance to love, (learn)
once chance to dance, (fight)
once chance to die

and here i stand, unmoving
2 steps closer to a fatal conclusion
2 inches from a main artery

but maybe that's just life's way of telling me

the last day has come
the sands of time have run out
the final day approaches
the sun runs low
a strange wind blows
the earth grows cold
as reality folds

last chance to live and stand for something
last shot at life and it won't be for nothing

last chance to live and stand for something
last shot at life and it can't be for nothing

you tried to live but failed at suffering
now its time to die never knowing nothing

a blood black nothingness began to spin. indistinct. interlinked, within cells , within cells, interlinked, a system of cells now distinct, within cells, within cells, within cells, within cells, interlinked, indistinct from ourselves, within selves, locked in cells, were in cells, within cells, with ourselves, interlinked. within selves, within selves, within cells, within cells, within hells, within hells, within cells, interlinked, within me

murder on myspace

10-29-25

digital ash turns to digital urns
tonight we dance as myspace burns

still screaming through static haze
myspace rots yet i remain
going viral means disease
ghost of gospels and dead machines

the liars breathe in feedback tongues
this network church has come undone
no angels left in bed with grace
just broken kids we couldn't save

the ashes drop quiet and slow
the children play in digital snow
the pain is the only things that saved
myspace rots but.. i remain

myspace rots but i remain
this pain's the only thing that's saved
the light goes out
but i remain